七十四章
拉，熙熙攘攘群穿。
场，长。
沈绪平买朵白云棉花糖，刚递净书嘴边缩回，吃。
风筝摊边停，像孩儿请求许，“买风筝”吧，空，放飞风筝。语毕，两言，伤感风筝摊边离。
路买衣服店儿，见肥老妇服装，取净书身比划：“搭！”
非净书套毛衣外试试，净书语，穿身，镜滑稽，嗤嗤笑。
沈绪平却定掏钱买，接老板递劣质塑料口袋，满足包，扔进背篼。
鞋铺挑双男士拖鞋：“记给老它摆鞋垫儿。”
路卖竹编老头，沈绪平选两筲箕。
“缺？”
“公寓筲箕，老回回做菜觉顺，回回搞忘给拿。”
容易等吃完，坐比苍蝇馆更脏几分馆桌，沈绪平卸满满背篼放桌脚，豪气喊：“老板儿，，三两碗，四两碗！”
桌妈惊奇赞许向净书：“妹儿，点厉害哟，孃孃吃三两！”
净书责怪：“喂，外吃三两。”
“哪吃三两？”虽疑惑，净书松口气。
“四两才给点。”
沈绪平哧溜哧溜吸条，转眼瞧净书左轻扶碗，便筷换左，拿右捉，像害怕丢似揣怀。
桌边窃笑，艳羡，翻白眼。
店，俩便并肩坐叶榕条凳，等公车。
午间太阳暖融融，照沈绪平冻疮始瘙痒，伸抓挠。
净书拿按住：“抓，被净盈嫌弃。”
沈绪平低头，目光。
“爸妈混厨房，常碰冷水，冬整红肿，春痒，爸忍住，挠稀烂，候嫌弃。”
反握住，次，此光明正、惧直视眼睛。沈绪平额头凑，抵额头，像三岁儿玩“斗牛”游戏，往力。净书毫认输与顶。
汽车，俩身影随叶榕片围堵混乱消失。
钱盈盈挂甘泪水步步倒回走。
吃条，亲眼见低头耳语、笑，老沈握住净书。
，沈绪平件丑土衣服塞净书。
风筝摊撒娇。
共享支棉花糖。
……
走场镇，迈公路。沈绪平净书牵朝走，却原踏步似，永远。
嬉戏，打闹，水田边捉蝌蚪景像脑海交替浮，挥。
什假！
书书姐退让假，沈绪平净盈片刻伪装假！整世界容幻境！
钱盈盈忍住哭声。
失两，却崩塌半边。
公共汽车，两打闹玩笑停。
“唱首歌听吧。”沈绪平鬓间碎拂耳。
“听什歌？”
“随便唱。”
，头靠车窗，侧脸向窗外，唱仿佛轻松欢快调：
In a little while from now
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promise myself, to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower
And climbing to the top
Will throw myself off
In an effort to, make it clear to who
Ever what it's like when you're shattered
Left standing in the lurch, at a church
Where people saying, my God
That's tough, she stood him up
No point in us remaining
We may as well go home
As I did on my own
Alone again, naturally
To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to, well who wouldn't do
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The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down, reality came around
And without so much, as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt, talk about
God and his mercy
Though if he really does exist
Why did he desert me
In my hour of need, I truly am indeed
Alone again, naturally
It seems to me that there are more hearts
Broken in the world, that can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?
Alone again, naturally
Looking back over the years
Whatever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to hide the tears
And at 65 years old, my mother God rest her soul
Couldn't understand, why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start, with a heart
So badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally
车纷纷向投异眼光，倒嫌弃吵闹、文明。
沈绪平像恨知，听懂歌，盯傻傻笑。
“什歌？”
“Alone again, naturally .”
本继续问，什唱欢快歌，歌词什思，终究失勇气。
“给唱首。”
始唱喜欢、拿《苹果》：
“呀苹果，怎爱嫌……”
净书懂沈绪平什首歌充满执念。料，车少受感染跟哼唱，净书觉车翻滚摇摆苹果，气笑，刚刚唱首略带伤感歌曲，倒觉合宜。
汽车摇路，苹果滚落路，欢歌笑语路。
“两口轻，坐车欢快。”旁边妇嫌弃瞥眼丈夫，羡慕。
沈绪平脑袋弦突被拨响。
“两口。”
“哦，哦，男朋友，难怪、难怪！”
净书迟疑阵，慢吞吞吐句话：“男朋友。”
妇知什，听见，转头埋汰坐身边丈夫。丈夫却感兴趣，追问：“哪哟？”
净书阵尴尬，带落寞。沈绪平扣，放胸，让感受胸腔仍跳脏。“棒棒！”
完，顾唱歌，由满车与应。
净书头靠肩膀，闭眼睛，补补昨晚瞌睡。沈绪平边唱欢快歌曲，感受窗外流走风煦，身体随车摇晃，却恍惚，知觉间眉头拧，像包皱褶。
愿拥切换取刻间凝滞！
车停，身，脸蹭净书头，净书像任何察觉似，仿佛熟睡，熟睡净书睫毛微微翕。
“弟娃儿，终点站哟！”乘务员妈坐车门旁，卖票红盒放膝盖，两整理盒皱皱巴巴纸票。
抬抬肩膀：“书书妹儿，车。”
“很久捉蝌蚪，很久认真赶次场，很久公车唱歌，很久老高新区间坐公共汽车往返……”净书仿佛省略隐藏“久做”。
沈绪平区弓腰背背篼进，显怪异，少买菜回老见，顿盈泪，刚班轻投奇目光。
听净书连串“久做”，言，直终完。
“候才做。几乎忘记什！”
“吗？”
净书答话，顾埋头走路。
帮净书东西送楼，乞求更，净书却主送楼。
“怎？舍？做安排候副关吗？”
“忘记，盈盈，净盈未。珍惜，握未。”
“。”
两调转方向，走两步，却回望彼此。净书脸挂鼓励、安慰甚至感激笑容，眼闪烁亮光。
倒转回，拥入怀，感受身气息。
“走吧。”抹红色解，拴脖。“其实，装留恋，留送给围脖……”
两分，再度走向方向。
净书边走边笑，腹抱紧，呢喃：“Alone again, naturally.”
沈绪平甘，次回头：“书书妹儿，记记……”
楼口空空，唯阵风打旋儿吹。沈绪平听“咔擦”声响，像碗打破，散落碎片。谁梦碎。
“干什？什谈？”
“书书妹儿，像惩罚老。”
“今休假，老本打算赶场。”
“。”
“书书妹儿，，？”
“什思？”
“老本缠，早路抱净盈，老服安排。果儿，让童像难。书书妹儿，今，回老做亲鉴定，等老。”
“，书书妹儿，。净盈，十八九，孩。”
围脖圈脖颈，丝毫让感暖，反像条冰冷蛇，缠喘气，夕阳余烬再温暖光。
沈绪平哆嗦，拨通建电话。（未完待续）